The journey for this assignment has been very long. I started thinking about forgotten memories and how to express them by manipulating the photograph. Having been doing origami for many years, the choice was there. So I experimented with portraits from magazines to try and and figure out something. The idea behind was that how we perceive our lives also depends on how we remember things. Important moments that we remember as well as forgotten memories that lie beneath the surface. The result is a very  odd and new portrait that is not looking exactly as we do in reality but in which we can still recognise ourself.

After trying to find out how to make my final portrait I googled about it and, unfortunately, I found out that a similar work already existed. That was a turning point as I had to decide wether to continue with it anyway or to change direction and start thinking on something else. Time was running out, I only had about 3 days to finish the assignment. 

CHANGING DIRECTION.

With only a few days to go, I thought about working on forgotten memories from a different perspective. This time, I focused on how we sometimes process our memories. It has happened to me to not remember a certain thing or a certain moment, the memory of it suddenly started fading away so I imagined new things about it and, as time passed on, I could not distinguish about reality and invention. Sometimes I can make some memory better or I can simply replace an empty space in my memory with something new. It is a sort of re-shaping my past, to make it better or, at least, feel better.

So I ended up with a portrait, made using a flashgun fired off an umbrella with my daughter holding a silver reflector. Then, I played with shadows and various other settings on Lightroom in order to achieve a very ethereal look. 

THE PRINTING NIGHTMARE.

As the title says, printing this image was a real nightmare. Time was running out and I needed a decent print of my photo in order to be able to embroider on it. Lets say I needed at least two prints. Of course, at UAL you can produce professional high quality prints, but it requires time and I did not have enough. So a technician suggested me to go to a snappy snaps point to have it done quickly. Tuesday morning I went to Ealing Snappy snaps and the guy decided to crop part of the image to fit it in the page. Then I saw him changing the colours. Anyway, for £9.99 I brought home the only print I could afford.

Embroidery was not too difficult (I can sew and do other manual things) but I really felt under pressure because I could not afford to do something wrong as it was my only copy. At last, I managed to finish it, although I am not entirely satisfied with the result and I think I am going to work more on it.

Ok. VJ said the magic word last week at the end of the lesson: CINEMAGRAPH. He want us to make a 10 sec video to work on next week to make a cinemagraph. He showed us some examples and I fell in love, so much that I couldn't wait to give it a try beforehand.

"Cinemagraphs are still photographs in which a minor and repeated movement occurs, forming a video clip. They are published as an animated GIF or in other video formats, and can give the illusion that the viewer is watching an animation."

I followed a youtube tutorial that explains step by step how to get the same effect in Photoshop CC.

Of course, these are my first attempts. More to come...

We are now getting into it. After processing our own film, we made our contact sheet. I did it before a couple of times and I enjoy it every time. 

First, Adrian showed us where everything is in LCC darkroom. Then how to set the enlarger in order to prevent any light from spreading around the space ruining all the work.

When the negative was ready in the easel, we tried different exposure times on a piece of sheet of photographic paper, blocking the light by using a black cardboard.

  

1. Exposing the paper doubling the time. We found the correct exposure being between 15 and 30 secs.

2. Giving 5 secs between exposures. We tried a 17.5 sec.

3. After that, we raised the contrast on the enlarger from 2.5 to 3.5 to enhance it.

4. Final contact sheet at 17.5 secs 3.5 contrast.

I learned that in order to have a consistent contact sheet and exposure time I need to be consistent in my exposure when shooting.

Alessandro, Claire and I went to our first Studio session to try and do some practise with studio lights. Studio lighting can be intimidating, at first. The studio is big, the flashlights have many controls and I tried to remember all the safe health and safety rules the technician told us during the studio inductions. So many things can go wrong!

Anyway, we managed to use them quite easily. After trying different light modifiers on one flashlights, just to see the differences, we played with two or more lights. 

Initially, we wanted to recreate a portrait with plain white background so we placed one flashlights each side pointing at the white background. Then we placed the key light and took a light measure. After practicing a bit, we managed to achieve a perfectly white background by adding 1 stop light power to the background flashlights.

                      

We also tried black background (no lights on the background) and adding a soft halo behind Claire's head. 

NOTES

- We suffered very much because it was too warm inside the Studio, I think we left all modelling lights on Max instead of Rel.

- Music is important.

More from kellianderson

On Sunday 30th October, we went to see this exhibition in Brighton with Selina. We travelled together by train and arrived at Brighton at 1.30 pm.

Unfortunately, we had the time to only see two exhibitions, as they were all closing at 4 pm and it was the last day.

Anyway, the first exhibition was STATE OF CONTROL.

                      

As soon as we walked trough the door, a guy welcomed us and showed the place, an office rearranged for the exhibition. CONTROL consisted of 5 different parts. 

The first one was dedicated to the work of SIMON MENNER, Fake arrest and Hand to hand combat. The images belong to the STASI archives and were meant to be a sort of visual instructions on how to deal with dissidents among the population. 

The pictures are not professionally made, they serve the purpose of literally showing actions to be taken in various situations, like the fake arrest and hand to hand combat.

"Many of these snapshots seem absurd; they may even be amusing. And yet we ought not to loose sight of the intention that led the STASI agents to take them. These photographs document the repressive measures taken by a totalitarian state in order to create terror and fear among the population." (extract from Menner website)

Opposite to Menner's images, we saw RAFAEL MILACH's, The Winners, works. 

CLICK HERE TO SEE RAFAEL MILACH WEBSITE.

The caption said:

"The Winners is dedicated to winners of various state and local competitions held between 2010-2013 and supported by the Belarusian authorities. The list of the winners also includes the best in contests promoting beauty or public space maintenance. Winners are present in kolkhozes, schools, public institutions, nightclubs, village discos and on Boards of Honour in almost each Belarusian town."

These incredible images (about 50) were installed on plywood, not completely attached to it. The viewer had the possibility of guessing what every single image was about and then pulling it up and read the real caption. This part of the exhibition was my favourite. The images were so outstanding and weird! Apparently there was a prize for everyone and for everything.

   

   

1. Zhodino. Natalya and Konan, the best couple in love.

2.Volozhin. Arri, the multi-champion in dog beauty contests.

3. Elena, the best milkmaid of the Slutsk region.

4.Natalya, the winner of the contest for the best lookalike of Jennifer Lopez.

5.Asinovshina. Olga, the mother of the best large family in the region of Smorgon.  

In the second room, on one side, we saw JOACHIM SCHMID's work, X MARK THE SPOT.

Here for Joachim Schmid website.

The images in the series were about tourists taking picture of theirselves on the X marked in the large street were JFK was assassinated. The interesting about this work was how they were taken. A webcam was positioned in a building in the exact position from where the shot went out.

Opposite to Joachim Schmid work, there was SARAH PICKERING, Public Order.

Here for Sarah Pickering website.

"Riots and scenes of civil unrest are a daily occurrence in a small town called Denton. Despite the heavy police presence the violence is only ever temporarily suppressed. Another day brings more trouble - an incident at the underground station; barricaded streets; an injured civilian to bring to safety.

Denton is a set used by the police, designed to provide a realistic backdrop for a riot. The violent aggressor is defined here by the estate he could inhabit. Although absent from the photographs, his identity can be pieced together from the elements of social stereotyping in this purpose-built environment. The Public Order series of photographs documents the attention to detail and simultaneous lack of realism within this artificial environment. This is a living invention, a fantasy placed within the real world - an attempt to make violence and disorder tangible and knowable."

 

 

Another interesting space was the CONFESSIONAL BOOTH. In it, you had the possibility for a session of Portfolio Review.

ANITA STRASSER. Making space more liveable.

Last week, during the Language Development class, Adam gave us a little exercise to do. He brought some booklets of a past exhibition, named FRAMING URBAN NARRATIVES.

At first, we analysed the three single words, trying to figure out what the exhibition could be about. Then, we opened it and watched at the images without reading the descriptions. The exercise consisted of attempting a visual analysis just by watching them. He also gave us a scheme to follow when analysing an image.

This was my attempt

Go to FRAMING URBAN NARRATIVES website

The technicians at LCC started giving workshops. This part of my course is the one I am looking forward doing.
The first workshop was about film processing and the making of negatives. We can use a big machine to process our colours film that takes about 10 minutes. Love it!
For black and white processing, we can use the traditional method, the same I use at home. The great thing at LCC is that there is a drying cabinet (I hang my negatives in the shower at home and it takes forever). The chemistry is provided by Uni.

I approached this assignment without stressing too much. I just wanted to go out and enjoy taking photos in the streets with my two film cameras.

I went straight to Portobello on Saturday, shot two rolls of films and developed the same evening at home. I had not a particular idea about what to shoot, but walking and seeking for some in the street.

When I developed my films, I realised that my eye captured people faces close to faces in ads.

So I came back to Portobello the next morning with a clear idea of what I wanted to shoot.






The two images are not related to each other. In the first, I tried to create a narrative image, with Tatcher's and Queen's masks in the foreground, the Portobello sign and the flag.
In the second, I find interesting the portrait of a man close to the young face in the ad.
I think, as for every assignment, I get many ideas to develop in the future, if only I had time to develop now!


TECHNICALITIES
-The first development went wrong. I developed a 100 ISO film with 400 ISO times. I must be very careful next time.
-Also, I should buy a proper film can opener instead of using tweezers. I shut my fingers inside the pop up changing bag and I did not know if there was blood. Splatter negative development.

This was the first assignment I worked at. From the workbook scans, my creative and thinking process is more clear.
Basically, I started brainstorming with my family about feelings that the colour RED evoked to us. Some red related feelings, emotions and various things (Alice, my 6 yo daughter, started naming everything she knows is red) came out of it, until the moment in which we considered that my partner is COLOURBLIND.  That was the turning point in my project.
We, as people with normal colour vision, easily link different colours to different feelings in quite the same way. I thought it would have been interesting to study more about how different colour's perception can affect the life of colourblind people. Through photography, of course.

Me and Giorgio thought about giving the project a sense of different visions. I choose to take the same photo and then replicate it with colours changed, as to show my vision and his.  By a bit of errors and trials, I decided to divert from the initial pictures of a red dress to something more appealing and that we are not so used to see. So, what better than food photography? I mean, we all see dresses of many colours, but who sees strawberries in green tones? And, more important, What feelings does this different perception give to the imagination and taste of it? Does it affect tastes and dislikes? 

There was not enough time to develop all these ideas in  a few days, so I ended up with doing the series of two photos, but I think it is an interesting point of view that I might develop in the future.

TECHNICALITIES:

I was going to retouch in Photoshop the second picture, according to Giorgio's instructions but, after a little search on Google I found that Photoshop has already got a setting for colourblind vision that changes the colours pretty close to reality. Unfortunately, I could only see the adapted vision and not save it as an image. I went on by saving it as pdf.

I did not know how to make a digital contact sheet in Photoshop, but I managed to do it easily.

Make up in the tube, London 2015

Today I start writing about my journey in Photography. My name is Flavia and I am a London based photographer. I am currently studying at UAL, Graduate Diploma in Photography. I went through the gates being an amateur, now I think and dream photography all day (and night) long.
I am starting this blog as a diary, trying to make order in my everyday experiences and sharing my own thoughts and findings.
This blog will contain all ideas, projects and works in progress. It is meant to show my mental and creative processes approaching photography issues. I have always been convinced that photography does not need explanation at all, that photographs (as good photographs) should be able to speak for themselves. This is slightly changing with time. I now feel that being able to talk about photographs is a plus and an invaluable skill for anyone approaching photography. I am not very good at explaining myself with words and, I think, this is the reasons why I approached photography and why it is so fascinating to me.
Now, I have to admit, although I still think that good photography does not need so much explanation, I see visual analysis as a very useful instrument to understand better the process behind a photo. I am naturally forcing myself to read deeper, ask many questions and guessing the answers towards a better understanding.

My interests in photography are in portraiture, black and white and street photography. I love alternative processes. After one month at University, things are changing a bit. I am now keen to explore many different fields, such as fashion photography and commercial. I am very curious about which direction my photography will go from now 'till the end of the course.